before we were grown up

You look so grown up in your picture. And when we talk on the phone we both sound so grown up. I remember when the look on your face wasn't calm self-assurance; It was only confused growing pains and just plain old pain. I also remember you had a look of amusement when you said that many years later we will laugh at all this. And now we are older and stronger and I'm happy that we can talk on the phone and just laugh.